Recant

I had some sweet experiences at the temple last night, and realized that I was being a big fat whiner! I'm sorry. I would like to recant. The Lord has afforded me so many wonderful opportunities, and the second that something SMALL did not go 'according to plan,' I flipped out! I took some time to think over everything I have to be grateful for in life. Guess what? There's a lot. I was speaking with some of the other sisters that work at the temple, and as I was listening to their counsel and encouragement--I knew that I needed to repent. I know there is a plan in place for our lives--every step of the way. It is a tapestry that can not be fully appreciated until completed by each and every strand in its proper place. Our testimonies, while difficult to hold onto at times, are slowly and surely strengthened and formed by the smallest, and even daily occurrences in our lives. That is the hope I hold onto. That is the assurance the Lord gives us if we will but stay close to Him. I love the temple. I love the peace I feel there and the constant reminders of His love and expectations for us. Not to mention His endless patience for me as time and time again, I prove my own stubborn pride will overtake my trust in Him. He loves us. I know it. I am STOKED about rotations! I am so excited about the experiences I will have and for the Lord to perhaps show me where my gifts, skills, and knowledge might best be used in this world! 6 more weeks of classes.... I better get back to it! Have a wonderful day--and don't forget to be grateful. Things work out. They always do.